for the past several years i have been consumed with learning a new way of thinking about everything, especially male sexuality. in my personal experience the boys and men of brazil in the year 2000 were the sexiest in the world, generally speaking. the guys danced in a style more to my liking than anywhere i'd been. they danced in the streets and on the rooftops, it was beautiful, sexy.
it's now, in 2023, my biggest question: are there other races, beings, entities, somewhere dancing and enjoying their body and sexuality like these guys were? i'm doing my best to hang with them. it seems to me, along with making music and art and love and sport and hard physical work, dancing should be a great way for us guys to revel in our maleness. but even in brazil the culture is morphing unisexual with a big push to minimize male sexuality in favor of a transgendered, neutered style. the choreography is ignoring that nature gave us a dick.
spared from AIDS i thought i had been just. now i wonder if it's because i never took drugs, even legal ones. the last vaccine i took was in preparation for my first trip to Brazil. it was mandatory and i readily complied. ( how ironic is it that now i can't get back to Brazil because of my refusal to take 'the vaccine'. i do my homework, let the cards fall where they may.
someone whose opinion i highly respect advises that to orgasm is to leak one's personal energy, which of course makes me question even more my life should it be true. but if my tractor is too full of oil (energy) it will blow a gasket. best to drain out a little:-) |